That's the frightening thing. They probably are.

[Her eyes are focused on her gloved hands now. She hated these things. There's a change in her voice as well; there's not much emotion in it, as if she's just full of resignation.]

You probably noticed already. Half the crap that comes out of my mouth is to rile people up one way or another. [Ah, so she's self-aware.]

Before, I didn't really know how to act. So, acting out seems better than nothing.