sweethymns | OPEN RP POST SIX

[His voice startles her, causing her shoulders to sharply jump in surprise as she whips around to look at him with her tea mug still covering her lips.

When things were normal (in a manner of speaking) between them, Iona's usual reaction towards Claude Aubert would have been a perk in expression, a light in her eyes, a smile, and an impudently cheerful greeting to spar with his snideness and self-loathing. Instead, she regards him with an uncharacteristic reservedness with averted eyes and a pout.

("What am I going to say? How am I going to say it? It feels like it'll hurt, I don't want to be hurt, I don't want to hurt him, I don't want to let go, I don't...")]

I've seen worse, but I think being involved with a citywide catastrophe is a first for me.

[She's still young. There are so many ways to screw up badly as her years march on as a witch.]

...

[A pause hangs between them when it's usually filled with the witch being insistent on his company. It's awkward. She coughs and pats an empty spot next to her.]

Can you sit with me?

[She asks this time, undemanding.]

[ "Oh." He thinks. "Here it comes. The goodbye."

It makes sense, in his mind, that she'd split while the damage is still minimal; it makes even more sense, considering the trajectory of their still very-short conversation. The equation that Claude draws up is as follows:

"I've seen worse, but this is a first" -> "And I honestly don't think I can keep doing this" -> "I want you to sit down because this is hard for me to say" -> "Goodbye, and have a good life."

He should have known, he should have known.

Outwardly, he doesn't reveal anything of what he's feeling (a cocktail of disappointment and resignation and a tablespoon of heartbreak, mixed with anger, garnished with something indescribable and painful)— he only shrugs, pats down his pant legs, and starts to take a seat. ]

Is this a precaution? I won't go anywhere until you finish, you have my word.

[ Breezy. Already guarded, judging by the set of his shoulders. ]

Speak your mind. You usually don't need my permission.

Good.

[Claude should know better. The moment he takes his seat, Iona shifts and rotates herself so that that her back is leaning against his shoulder and arm. Her voluminous hair cushions her as she makes herself comfortable.]

Then I don't need permission for this either.

[ Well, that's. Unexpected, but not entirely unpleasant.

There's a beat or two of dead air, occupied by the sound of wailing from a distance. ]

...I suppose not. [ He raises a brow. ] Though I can't imagine that this is comfortable.

Before, maybe not.

[Iona moves so that the small of her back fits against his.]

I've been comfortable with you for a long time now. I thought you noticed?

—To some extent, yes. I've always felt it was misguided.

[ Snippy. He regrets it as soon as it comes out of his mouth, so he chews over his words and makes an addendum. ]

I wouldn't have let you do this before, you know.

[There is a low hum of agreement in response to Claude. It's so strangely peaceful and Iona basks in the moment with more clarity than she usually has. ]

This is what they call, "growing up" I guess. But I like this direction.

[Another pause. She says the next sentence more shyly, yet sincerely.]

I like you.

[It comes out easily enough because she's said as much many times before to him even though he kept that affirmation at a distance. She says it now to be truthful again and to test the waters; see where they are after all they've been through. ]

[ Iona's hair tickles at his neck, rests softly under his chin and warms the space between his ear and jaw. She smells like sunshine and baked goods; such a sharp contrast to everything about this city, with all its grease and cogs and wheels.

There's something about her that feels precious. Raw. Like reaching inside a machine and finding a robin's egg; a vibrant life nestled between moving parts.

He doesn't deserve her, he thinks, even when she says that she likes him. Even so, he breathes a half-chuckle through his nose. ]

Do you?

[ It scares him, that she's so genuine. He can reject her, and she'd still tell him that she likes him— it makes him afraid of hurting her.

Still, he's waiting for the other shoe to drop. ] I appreciate that you're audacious enough to say so.

[ Translation: "I like you too". ]

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Well. [A light laugh and she leans on him a little more. If she doesn't, it may not happen again.]

You know me.

[If Iona hadn't spent nearly all of her time with him in the past year or so, she may have assumed he was just being himself; evasive and untouchable. But this time, she understands and her heart quickens in its beat.]

"Audacious" is my middle name.

[Iona lets out a soft sigh as if contented. There had been too many close calls before and it felt like a miracle, being able to be in this present moment. With him. She idly says a thought aloud as she looks ahead at the scenery in front of them.]

... You know? If I fell asleep here right now, I wouldn't mind it. I'm bushed.

What about you? You had appointments all day today. You tired?

[ She leans, and he sits up straighter to accommodate. He's never done this before with anyone but Gus, and even Gus has a hard time accepting that Claude lets Gus get away with more than he should; Claude's never known reciprocity until Iona demanded it of him.

He's tired, with half a dozen mishaps under his belt in the past month. But with Iona nestled against him, he feels less alone. ]

—Yes.

[ There's his small admission for the day: he, too, is human. But he doesn't dwell on it for too long, because he closes his eyes and shifts to make sure that Iona can stay where she is for as long as she's comfortable. ]

Not to mention that I'll have to take apart more than a few cadavers over the next few days to figure out causes of suspicious deaths. [ morbid. ] Do try to humor me for at least a few more minutes. You'll be the last living person I'll be talking to for a while.

[That causes her to laugh a little as she stretches her hands in front of herself.]

You're going to be paying attention to them more than me? I'm almost a little miffed.

Just a little though. You can make it up to me by resting at the cafe.

[A pause and she adds.]

... If you're able and if you want to. Of course.

[She's been trying to lessen the forcefulness in her personality, not wanting to unwillingly drag him into her gravity.]

Oren's going to be out of commission for a while so it'll be just me. And Monts sometimes. But mostly me.

[Although she's settled down and sitting still, there is a restless energy beneath the surface. She steadies herself with her hands by her side.]

I'll be around for a long while yet.

["I still want to be here. I still want to be with you."

It's an unspoken reassurance.]

[ Try as she might, she'll never be able to turn off her pull. It's absolutely absurd to Claude that he's gotten caught in her orbit, and more absurd still that the only time he feels secure is when he's lost and blindsided by Iona.

She surprises him in ways he can't articulate, and he's learned to love that about her.

Crazy.

When the rejection never comes and he's hit with a gentle invitation instead ("I'll be around"), Claude takes a second to watch smoke billow in the distance from fire to sky.

He takes a deep breath.

Laughs. ]

I've never heard anything more ominous.

[ —A slight lean, and a flutter of fingertips at Iona's chin. ]

...You'll leave my table open for me, won't you?

[ His lips brush her ear, featherlight. ]

I won't sit anywhere else.

[ "I wouldn't want to go anywhere else." ]

[Oh. Oh my.

It's incredibly new and yet familiar at the same time; Claude, just him, being near him, and being with him was all that she wanted this whole time and yet she's completely unprepared for it, having been too doubtful of it before. There had been too many, questions of why, how, and when, but after all, they had been through the past month, the answer was crystal clear.

No matter what, through rain or shine, through thick and thin, or to hell and back, Iona wants to be there with and for Claude. Her magical and long-lived nature be damned; life is made of smaller moments and within those, she knows she could lose everything if she lived a life of denial. Iona's heart is always set to burst and overflow with no direction, but understanding where he had come from and just progressing through their daily lives with one another?

He keeps her on her toes without spoiling her. She loves that about him.

That said, her eyes widen when he's so close to her and she can feel a warmth shoot through her cheeks and up her spine way too readily.]

Whoa!

[While Iona seems to be a force of nature, it's the little gestures and gentle touches that can topple her over. The trace of his fingers under her chin and his words dancing lightly on the edge of her ear, it's almost too much. It's an overwhelming show of affection that confirms more than enough. Her hand finds its way to his and she turns around to fully face him and her fingers thread and intertwine with Claude's.]

H-Hey! Of course, I'll keep that table open. You're always welcome and... Um.

Damn. [Even with her dark complexion, it's easy to tell she's burning up. Her words start rushing out like a flood with excited and nervous energy.]

This is the part where I say the embarrassing things, isn't it? Like how... I like you? Like. I really, really, like you. Way too much to be healthy and we both knew it, but um...!!

[ This is embarrassing, he thinks. Not once in his life has he ever heard the words "I like you" in the context of someone being sincere; not even from the people who birthed him, not even from the people who raised him.

He never wants to admit that chip on his shoulder, but it's there. Iona fills it in without a second thought, and the feeling suffocates him like a sweet vice; it makes him pause for a second to catch his breath.

If he didn't know better (he doesn't), he'd say he was nervous. ]

—Yes. In my professional opinion, this is very unhealthy.

[ With the hand that isn't twined with Iona's, he puts a palm to Iona's forehead. Facetious, he checks her temperature. ]

You're burning up, as well. You must have caught something— how tragic.

[ He leans even closer, and he's trying to hide his own half-flush by letting the setting sun light him from the back. ]

...It also seems highly contagious. [ He hums, before pressing his lips to hers. ]

[She lets out a jittery laugh, but before she can answer, he doesn't give her a chance to fill the space between them with more words (but for a second, just a brief one, she thought she caught a hint of color in his expression).

The distance is closed. He kisses her first and her eyes widen in surprise (in a way, she thought she'd end up doing it first), but not long after, she reciprocates gently. Her lips softly sigh over his, as if finally satisfied and truly content. Maybe, for the moment, words were unneeded.

Sitting up on her knees, Iona's hands move to his shoulders before drawing away from him. She's practically glowing and it wouldn't be a great shock if she just burst into fireworks from sheer happiness. She holds up a finger, shaking it, not to reprimand, but...]

I'm... That. I definitely wanted to do that for a while. And... [She beams at him.]

I would like to do more of in the future. If you'll have me! Because after that, there's no way I'm letting you go.

[So she declares boldly, but she does so with a rare shyness.]

[ It's funny— Claude knows that Iona is so much stronger than him, that she's an entity far beyond his reach, that she'll outlive him by decades and centuries. If he didn't want to hurt her, he probably should have played dumb.

But here she is. Glowing, with her hands braced on his shoulders. Happy.

It would be so easy to turn this situation on its head (he's twisted enough that he knows what to say, how to tank this and himself), but for once...

...he lets himself bask. Even if, you know.

He ruins it by being a smartass. ]

—Do try to slow down. I'm a gentleman, I'll have you know. [ A mock-sniff, as if she's actually offended his 19th century sensibilities. ] Slow and steady wins the race.

[ Says the man who's pressing another kiss to Iona's exposed collarbone. ]

Hey!

[It's not so much a protest against him; more like she knows he's just being playfully glib to distract her from what predicting his next actions towards her are going to be. Iona couldn't have foreseen Claude reciprocating her feelings for him in such a manner as if it's his own way of revealing the floodgate of what had been on his mind.

Had she been unprepared? A little (a lot).

Iona squeezes her eyes shut and shivers when he gives her collarbone attention; it's quick and smooth and she wrinkles her nose jokingly at him before sitting back down on her bottom, pushing a finger against his lips and quips at him.]

Okay, I gotta ask. Is this some form of payback for all the times I embarrassed you?

[ He still hasn't said the magic three words, but he knows that she knows that he's A Coward™. It's going to take a bit of time, and all he needs is her patience. If that makes him a selfish baby, well. That's been apparent from the jump.

He's always been better at being contrary, anyway. It's easier to feign ignorance and speak with his actions, which he does by smiling under the pressure of her index. ]

Do you really think I'm so petty?

[ The answer is yes. Absolutely yes. He's the pettiest person he knows, thank you very much.

He kisses the tip of her finger, in retaliation. ]

All I can say is that I'm quite vindictive when I want to be.

I do hope this new-found knowledge of me keeps you up at night.

[ He intends to keep her up at night for more reasons than one, so that's a bad double-entendre... bad garbage man. ]

Extremely. Your pettiness is almost as strong as my magic so consider that a compliment.

[The important magical words can wait and she knows this from experience. But this is progress even if Iona does get the creeping realization she may have unleashed an intimidating force. Her cheeks puff up slightly at the gall of the barely masked innuendo (and yet she enjoys it, in a guilty-pleasure sort of way).]

And you being vindictive? Please, I've known that since day one when you found my cafe.

[Day One is a miracle that couldn't be repeated, but she'll keep that one to herself.

Iona cups Claude's face in the palms of her hands; her right arm, the crystalline one, hums, a low buzz against his ear.]

Don't pretend I haven't been keeping you up at night even before all this.

[ Claude Aubert, a three-decade bottle of emotions and affection. Iona's in for a treat.

As always, he's smarmy. His calm eyes betray very little of the fact that his heart's been beating three times too fast for him to be comfortable, but his rise in temperature can't be concealed thanks to Iona's hands on him.

Not exactly as planned. ]

—Oh?

[ Time to retaliate. He hums under his breath, seemingly unconcerned. ]

What did you presume I did during those sleepless nights?

[He wants retaliation? Ladies first.

Iona's smile widens at the sensation of his warmth in her hands as she continues to cup his face. She had lost her balance for just a tiny bit when Claude made the first move, but she's found her opening. She feigns a thoughtful hum that mirrors his and tilts her head before responding.]

Well. I'm no mind reader, but I'm thinking you were having a sweet dream. I bet you were dreaming...

[Hands release his face, but they make a smooth transition to his shoulders, wrapping around him so that he's caught in her embrace, pulling him towards her so that their foreheads touch. The beat of her heart matches him and the light in her eyes is decidedly not calm. There's nothing but warmth in her eyes, but a special kind, that is only for him in this very moment.]

... About being like this. And then...

[She doesn't finish her sentence because it becomes lost as she gives him another kiss; her's is eager and loving and for the witch who had so much to give, it's like a breath of fresh air.]

[ It's all fun and games until someone is touching him, then all bets are off.

Which is to say— Claude is usually the one initiating contact in all forms. People don't usually try to touch him (he smells like corpses and embalming fluid and wears gloves that are two times too thick for the weather); it's only Gus that ruffles his hair or nudges his shoulder, so this sudden intimacy spurred on by a third party is. A lot.

He flinches, but not in a way that suggests that he's recoiling. In a way, it's strangely shy for him— he forms the beginnings of wait in the back of his throat— but it dies down, replaced with an edge of competitiveness.

Her warmth is reciprocated in equal measures, received with lips and just a taste of tongue. One hand massages the base of Iona's neck, and the other braces her against him along her hip.

When he pulls back, he chuckles against her chin. ]

You're quite conceited. [ wow???????? claude??????? but then again: ] But also, humble.

I've thought about more. [ jeez ]

[When the kiss ends, she's breathless, a fountain of energy for an entirely different reason than being her normal self. Iona laughs at Claude's insolence; it's what makes him Claude. Infuriating, fascinating, and finally, hers. She can't get enough of him, just a taste is enough to make her swoon in a way she wouldn't be able to explain to anyone else. It's the start of something new between them, an intimidating thought in itself, but Iona is more than ready to sprint. She had been waiting for a while now after all.]

You're terrible! [Of course, she chases him with another kiss, quick and playful, never fully closing the distance, and never fully separating from him either.]

I'm prepared, you know? We've... It's been a long month.

[Sighing tiredly, but contentedly, Iona lays her head against his shoulder.]

... And I know it's going to be new and I might mess up again, but... I'll just spoil you every now and then. No one else is up to it, so you know I'm the best one for the job.

[She had hated the irrationality of how people treated Claude's existence, confronted it with a furious conviction as if to try and prove that people were worth love and care and worth acknowledging that they could knock over the box they were born in and find a happiness that was just for them.

She prays in her heart that she can be part of his.

Iona lifts her head up and playfully flicks some of his mussed hair with her fingers.]

But now you just need to spoil me back so we can be even every now and then. Does that sound fair?

[ Promises, promises. Claude listens to the torrential downpour of gentle reminders that they have a future together, however limited, and he has to duck his head down and breathe a sigh into his lapel.

His nerves are fraying. It scares him to be happy, but he's lost his ability to run. ]

...A give-and-take? It sounds like any given Tuesday.

[ He knows that's not what she means, and he knows she means well. In a way, he does, too.

She doesn't want someone who accepts everything because it's there. If she did, she'd choose anyone but Claude. and he knows it. ]

Across time, and across dimensions. We've chosen a difficult partnership, haven't we.

[ He pulls Iona closer, until she's firmly nestled into his chest. ]

I'll have to make sure you don't forget me.

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