[ Yan Qing is thrown off his feet and nearly sent flying off the ship until he grabs onto the railings. His duty isn't here, and the others are telling him to go back inside where it's safe, but— ]

I was wrong!

[ This isn't like him. This is stupid. This is crazy. But somehow it's easier to blame the voices inside his head than his stupid, unpredictable self for anything that happens next. ... No. He's doing this now because he knows it's the right choice.

Even if Ishtar is trying to concentrate on killing a giant water dragon. No big deal! ]

I broke our promise and said all those things without thinking! I had no honor, so you have every right to hate me!