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[formidable]

Androids, psychics, magic, investigations, and finding out how to human. ➢ Cool Mood Music No. 1 ➤ Cool Mood Music No. 2

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[determinare]

It's what? [No wonder Ai reacted how she did. That makes sense now, and it's all so... strangely...

He doesn't even have words for it. Embarrassing? Disconcerting? But she forgave him, so obviously he didn't cross too big of a line-- maybe.]

That isn't... That is to say, that was not at all my intention.

[Hell.]

[psychometer]

Ah ha.

[She hands him the clean fork.]

Your capacity for natural reactions is pretty good. Kudos.

[determinare]

[oh my god]

That isn't the point.

[He continues to dry the dish. Several times.]

I think I should apologize to her again. I didn't know. How was I supposed to know? Humans have a strange relationship with what goes in their mouths. Ai probably believes me to be some kind of...

[A pause.]

Deviant. In the other way.

[psychometer]

Listen. If she was mad at you, you would have been thrown against the wall. I'm pretty sure Ai realizes you didn't know any better after you did that.

[She motions with the fork again, TAKE IT]

I mean, you're an android that's effectively a police investigator. You might be AWARE of that behavior, but it stands to reason that you wouldn't realize that what you do as part of analyzation, might be misconstrued as something else entirely.

[determinare]

[Slowly sets the dry plate aside and tAKES THE FORK, FINE]

That's true, and yet I still need to apologize. For my relatively careless behavior.

[Drying the fork.]

She should have said something to me. All she mentioned was that it was "invasive".

[psychometer]

Listen... Connor. If you've been spending all this time with her whenever you visit, you should realize by now that she's a little...

[Lien pauses.]

Shy? I'd say innocent or clueless, but I'd be underestimating her. She's just not as blunt as I am.

[determinare]

Even so, she can be honest with me. I would prefer to not... "put my foot in my mouth", as the saying goes.

[But he can't argue with the fact that Ai's shy. He noticed that the first day they met.]

She's been opening up, though. In my opinion, of course; you would know better than I.

[psychometer]

Hm. I'd say so. She keeps letting you inside and that's probably more successful than with any guy that she does know.

Which isn't very many. She's not great with them.

[Connor is new and different and also non-threatening in a way other men aren't, human or otherwise.]

You're not malicious. Hell of an investigating unit, but you don't mean harm and she can sense that.

And you seem to like her QUITE a bit... [Her tone of voice is inquisitive yes.]

[determinare]

I’m sure it’s a matter of how she considers me — not like a “man” that would usually intimidate her. Maybe not even male. Simply an android.

[That might be an incorrect assumption but it’s his best guess.

Though he has to return her look with a quizzical one.]

If I didn’t like her, I wouldn’t be visiting her.

[He’s thinking of the wrong kind of “like”.]

[psychometer]

I dunno. Androids are made to blur the line and while she knows it's there, maybe that isn't the point.

[When he asserts his last statement, Lien looks up at Connor with an equally quizzical look.]

... You were made to track down androids that strayed from their programming before you did that yourself. And from what I was able to gather from your data... Mind... [She changes the wording because what she saw was so much more complex beneath the raw numbers and stats that Connor sees the world in sometimes.]

... They made a swerve because they weren't bound to the programmed loyalty they once had to humans.

What I'm saying is it's... Odd? It's odd how you're bonding with her. Maybe I wasn't expecting an android to show interest in humans.

[determinare]

Is it? Do you think I should only show interest in other androids?

[That’s a rhetorical question, of course.]

Ai doesn’t seem to care that I’m... different than her. She’s well-aware of it, but she’s treated me as a friend regardless.

If she doesn’t see that divide, then why should I? Besides, my best friend is a human.

[psychometer]

Oh, yeah that old guy...

[Lien recalls drinks, the dog, the drunk, the redeemer and redeemed, someone hopeless, but later filled because of Connor. And Connor becoming more whole because of him. ]

... In my twin's case, you're kind of in like uncharted and organic territory. She's probably just as emotional, if not more than your partner. And she did save your life. No wonder you like her.

[determinare]

[Funny how easily he can state:]

I think I would enjoy our time together even if she didn’t have to save my life.

[She’s a kind young woman. He’s had nothing but enjoyment with each visit.]

Yet she doesn’t strike me as the overly emotional type. Unless you’re saying she’s so reserved that she keeps it all locked inside.

[psychometer]

Are you kidding me? She's super emotional. But it's like you said, she kinda does keep to herself at least when it comes to more complicated situations.

[The dishes are almost done and Lien gets to work on a pot of rice and some simple calories to get Ai to eat. ]

She's someone who wishes for so much, but doesn't know how to grasp her dreams with her own hands. And she contradicts herself by wanting to be liked, but wanting to escape at the same time because she's used to never being good enough.

[Ai did talk about flying after all.]

[determinare]

[Yes, he certainly hasn’t forgotten.]

She told me she wants to float away from this world. It’s why she likes flying.

[He works on putting the dishes away, his face shadowed in vague concern.]

Who told her she isn’t good enough? And for what?

[psychometer]

[Silly girl, thinks Lien. But she doesn't say that aloud. Connor's question is proving difficult to answer, not because there isn't one but because there's a lot that comes with it.]

... Humans always want an edge over one another. Psychics especially. You got the idea of how much power she has. So for the longest time, our superiors would use her as leverage; to strike fear into others.

But you know by now right? At her core, she's good. She's gentle.

[A shrug.]

They don't accept that about her. No use for a bleeding heart.

[determinare]

And that’s the life she’s detached herself from? What she’s free of?

[He also hasn’t forgotten the conversation he had with Ai about feeling more free, either.]

[psychometer]

Yeah, pretty much. When she isn't being a fluffy sweetheart who eats waaaaaay too much, she can find it in herself to scare other people.

So long story short, she told them to piss off, or else. But now there's the whole, well "what do I do now?"

[determinare]

[He nods.]

I understand. In a way, that’s similar to how I feel. I possessed a purpose, a mission, and now that I’m free, I have to make my own.

It’s difficult to know what to do with that.

[psychometer]

Here's a start.

Don't put your fingers into people's mouths for one thing.

[determinare]

Don’t worry. I’ve already made a note of it.

[Hank would be proud. Maybe.]

[psychometer]

Good because you only do that after Steps 1 through 3 is achieved.

[She just made these up, don't ask]

That being said, you're a sincere weirdo, so even when you do off-kilter crap, at least Ai is fast to forgive. Lucky for you huh?

[determinare]

[...He doesn’t even know where to even begin with that.]

And what are steps 1 through 3?

[Time to make shit up, Lien.]

1/2

[psychometer]

[CRAP DAMMIT]

[psychometer]

... Heh.

[She pats his shoulder and then walks past him like some dramatic anime protagonist.]

You'll learn when you're older.